This is going to be a long one....

SPOILER ALERT***

    The is going to sound depressing and pessimistic. I apologize ahead of time, but if you can see what I have to go through on a daily basis you yourself would say, "Yeah it's kind of hard for him to be happy right now."

So let's cover the basis right now.

In February, I think it was February...Anyway in February my Mother moved out. Now, that is okay with me. I didn't cry about it, or get upset. I know I am a heartless son of a bitch. However, I did not get upset, I was okay with it.

Now, being home with my Mother not here at first was weird, but after a few days I got over it. Just kept doing what I was doing.

I'll just skip to why I am upset right now. I wake up at like 11:15 a.m. and my Mother was in my driveway waiting for my little brothers to go outside to her. Well she called me and we talked, and something my Mother does is she yells, a lot! I asked her where she was going, and she began to get into this whole rant about how she was suppose to be here earlier but the "boys" (my little brothers) weren't awake. I hate people yell at me, especially when I just first wake up in the morning. So, I started to yell at her saying not to yell at me, all I did was ask you a simple question, I don't need a story behind it.

This all sounds stupid. It probably is, so stopped reading if you want. I could honestly care less...

While we were having our little squabble she brought said something along the lines of this, "Well why do you care? You don't call me anyway?"

This is true. I do not call my Mother. Only, because I have been working.

I told her this, she's like well how am I suppose to know that you're working.

Argued about that for a bit.

So yeah. This is not the best way for the morning to start, let alone the entire day.

Other things have been bothering me too.

I am debating on whether or not I should tell you'll.

One thing that has been bothering me is that, I feel like I am losing my patience. It weird and hard to explain, but I feel as though my patience level -which is generally very high, more then most peoples- is starting to decrease, even if it's by a little I can still feel it.