I apologize. Maybe my New Year's Resolution should not be to blog everyday. I failed.
However, I will continue to blog. If not everyday, than every other day or as often I can.
I am back in Potsdam! It is great to be here. This semester will be very good for me...I can feel it.
I do not know what to blog about.
You know what I have realized lately. I also tend to start of my typing with "I" how conceded. It's annoying to look at. I wish I knew what to blog about. Lately my emotions just flood me!
I am drawing a blank... I seriously do not know what to type about...
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Day 10
I NEED to have a day when I can actually sit down and blog. Unfortunately, I have not been able too!
Cheers to Day 10.
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Cheers to Day 10.
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Monday, January 9, 2012
Day 7, 8, & 9
Gah! Okay Okay.
I know blog everyday! These past few days have been crazy. I was so hyped up on Benadryll, that all I could do was sleep.
I owe myself, and you all, a good blog. Tonight however, won't be it.
Sorry! Crazy busy!
Tomorrow!!!!!!!!
I know blog everyday! These past few days have been crazy. I was so hyped up on Benadryll, that all I could do was sleep.
I owe myself, and you all, a good blog. Tonight however, won't be it.
Sorry! Crazy busy!
Tomorrow!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 6, 2012
Day 6
I seriously cannot get over being sick!
The doctor told me that I have a 5% chance of having an allergic reaction to my antibiotic, after it takes effect.
Tonight it took affect, and I am now breaking out in hives!
I have taken a Benadryll, and if that doesn't work...looks like it is back to the E.R.
My life! -____________-
The doctor told me that I have a 5% chance of having an allergic reaction to my antibiotic, after it takes effect.
Tonight it took affect, and I am now breaking out in hives!
I have taken a Benadryll, and if that doesn't work...looks like it is back to the E.R.
My life! -____________-
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Day 5
Turns out my anti-biotics will not kick in until 24 to 48 hours. It has yet to be 24 hours. Therefore, I am not feeling better.
One thing that has been on my mind lately, is my life. Where is it going? What am I doing with it?
Everyone seems to have something that they are good at, or intelligent in.
God help me!
My Great Grandmothers funeral was today. It was sweet. She lived a long life, and today was my first experience in a limo! It was not that exciting.
I was thinking....
I want something to be more to my blog.
A purpose kind of.
I want it to be more than just a place that I can come to, to escape and complain about my problems periodically. Than again. If I use it for only that reason does it seem redundant? Well, yeah, but there isn't anything wrong with that, right? Aside the obvious things.
One thing that has been on my mind lately, is my life. Where is it going? What am I doing with it?
It seems that everyone around me is always one foot ahead of me with everything! Everyone just catches on a second faster than I!
I envy them!
If you ask me right now, "What is one thing you are passionate about?" I could not give you an answer.
That is what I envy! Peoples passion.
Everyone seems to have something that they are good at, or intelligent in.
I like with 5 other guys, and each one of them has an idea on what they are going to do with their lives. I don't know.
5 suitemates
5 musicians
3 viola (there is their passion) David, Dave, and Tim.
1 vocalist (passion) Matt
1 pianist (passion) Sam
Hans......cricket chips.....
A lot of my friends as well.
Philip- Politics, Classics, History.
Well all I can think of Philip, because we are skyping, but you catch my drift!
I know that this is more complaining, but I just do not know what to do. I am majoring in Business Administration with a concentration in Accounting and a Minor in French.
But let's keep it real folks. I am not good at either of those things.
It's not self-loathing. Just honesty, which can be cruel.
I think this will be another thing to add to my list of goals.
Find something to be passionate about.
Also, I want to become very discipline with my school work.
I know how I operate, and it WILL NOT get me very far.
Hans's 2012 New Year's Resolution: (subject to change)
Blog everyday this year.
Work out (Beach Body)
Find a job on campus.
Find something to be passionate about.
Self discipline. (Academics)
God help me!
Til Tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Day 4 (con't)
It's 11:25 p.m. Not quite Day 5 yet.
As I stated already, today I went to my Great Grandmothers viewing. (That's what I meant to call it earlier)
And I was scared.
I've never seen a dead body before, well when my grandfather passed away I believe it was an open casket , but I was about 6!
Today, at the funeral parlor I saw Nana's body. I don't know why, but I was just shocked.
It was a strange feeling.
Anyway. I was still severely sick, so I went to the E.R.
I now have Anti-Biotics, Benadryll, Soup, Water, and tissues.
Time to recover!
Unfortunately, I have to wake up at 6:30 a.m. to drive to Jersey for the funeral.
As I stated already, today I went to my Great Grandmothers viewing. (That's what I meant to call it earlier)
And I was scared.
I've never seen a dead body before, well when my grandfather passed away I believe it was an open casket , but I was about 6!
Today, at the funeral parlor I saw Nana's body. I don't know why, but I was just shocked.
It was a strange feeling.
Anyway. I was still severely sick, so I went to the E.R.
I now have Anti-Biotics, Benadryll, Soup, Water, and tissues.
Time to recover!
Unfortunately, I have to wake up at 6:30 a.m. to drive to Jersey for the funeral.
Day 4
I still do not feel any better. It is awful! Today should be interesting, because I have to go to New Jersey to my Great-Grandmother wake/family gathering, and I am literally gross.
I cannot breath. I haven't shaved in weeks. My nose is stuffed and runny. My eyes swollen. I am sneezing coughing, and for some reason I cannot stop shivering.
Not the way I would like to welcome old family relatives that I have not seen in awhile. If by this weekend I do not feel better I will go to the Doctor. I hope this isn't anything too serious.
WHY IS IT SO COLD ON LONG ISLAND?
Apparently, last night was the most coldest night Long Island has seen so far, and today it is going to be the same.
I normally do not mind the cold,, but it is so unbearable right now. Maybe it is because I am sick?
Of course being surrounded by water probably does not help!
I cannot breath. I haven't shaved in weeks. My nose is stuffed and runny. My eyes swollen. I am sneezing coughing, and for some reason I cannot stop shivering.
Not the way I would like to welcome old family relatives that I have not seen in awhile. If by this weekend I do not feel better I will go to the Doctor. I hope this isn't anything too serious.
WHY IS IT SO COLD ON LONG ISLAND?
Apparently, last night was the most coldest night Long Island has seen so far, and today it is going to be the same.
I normally do not mind the cold,, but it is so unbearable right now. Maybe it is because I am sick?
Of course being surrounded by water probably does not help!
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Day 3
This morning I woke up and felt like hell. It is official. I am sick!
Yesterday, I found something to wear fro my Great grandmothers funeral, and today I bought shoes. However, I still do not know when it is.
I figured I should have another goal this year besides to just blog everyday, but what?
I should work on my health habits. Such as, eating correctly and exercising daily. But those are such cliche goals. I will try and do it. I want to have the "beach body." I do not go to the beach, because I am super pale, do not have a six pack and I hate the heat! However, I seriously need to attain some color. So there! Another goal.
Work on my "beach body" and get some color!
Back to me being sick!
I HATE IT!
My body decided to turn against me last night.
Oh! I just thought of another goal.
I seriously would like to work on my campus this year. I already tried to get a job on Campus Life, and I thought I was a shoe-in for the job, but no. :( Oh well! When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window.
This semester I am going to go job-hunting. I do not want to return to Long Island this summer.
Again I sound heartless.
I just want to stay in Potsdam for as long as possible. Until I can get my own place. Is that so selfish?
I decided that I may blog more than once each day. Only because it will give me something to do. Besides, no one is probably reading these, and I bet there are a ton of people who have decided to do their own 365 days of blogging, and I am just one of them. Lost in the crowd.
Yesterday, I found something to wear fro my Great grandmothers funeral, and today I bought shoes. However, I still do not know when it is.
I figured I should have another goal this year besides to just blog everyday, but what?
I should work on my health habits. Such as, eating correctly and exercising daily. But those are such cliche goals. I will try and do it. I want to have the "beach body." I do not go to the beach, because I am super pale, do not have a six pack and I hate the heat! However, I seriously need to attain some color. So there! Another goal.
Work on my "beach body" and get some color!
Back to me being sick!
I HATE IT!
My body decided to turn against me last night.
Oh! I just thought of another goal.
I seriously would like to work on my campus this year. I already tried to get a job on Campus Life, and I thought I was a shoe-in for the job, but no. :( Oh well! When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window.
This semester I am going to go job-hunting. I do not want to return to Long Island this summer.
Again I sound heartless.
I just want to stay in Potsdam for as long as possible. Until I can get my own place. Is that so selfish?
I decided that I may blog more than once each day. Only because it will give me something to do. Besides, no one is probably reading these, and I bet there are a ton of people who have decided to do their own 365 days of blogging, and I am just one of them. Lost in the crowd.
Monday, January 2, 2012
365 days of Blogging.
One of my many New Year's Resolutions will be:
TO BLOG EVERYDAY THIS YEAR!
It will get highly annoying, and somehow frustrating, but here we go!
I never really finish things, so this will be a personal vendetta that I will try an overcome.
Day 1. or um 2. Did I have to blog yesterday? Oops! I'll just combine the two.
Day 1 & 2
The New Year did not really start off all to great. My 98 year old great grandmother passed away New Year's Eve, so that was a set back to everyone. Thus, my twin sister, my twin little brothers, my mother, and myself; packed the car headed back up to New York, where we will attend the funeral, which will be, I think, in New Jersey. That was Day 1. Driving, Driving, and more Driving.
I am not thrilled to be back in New York. In fact, I down right hate it. My intentions were to stay in Florida until the 15th, then fly up to Albany to stay with my friend. Drive up to Potsdam the 17th and ta-da! Completely bypass Long Island. However, here I am.
I do not mean to sound heartless. I feel terrible that my Great grandmother passed. What I mean to say is that, I do not want to stay here, in my fathers house.
I do not have a fantastic family/ home life. I have far from it! This is one of the reasons why I love SUNY Potsdam so much. It is my home!
Day 2. Today. January 2nd 2012.
I arrived back on Long Island today. Currently, I am shivering because it is cold. I guess I am not use to New York weather just yet. My friend Lenny is going to pick me up soon.
I look gross. I feel gross. And I think I am going to become sick quite soon.
We are not sure when Nana's funeral is taking place. All I know is that my father is down in New Jersey at some funeral parlor.
I do not have anything to wear to the funeral!
TO BLOG EVERYDAY THIS YEAR!
It will get highly annoying, and somehow frustrating, but here we go!
I never really finish things, so this will be a personal vendetta that I will try an overcome.
Day 1. or um 2. Did I have to blog yesterday? Oops! I'll just combine the two.
Day 1 & 2
The New Year did not really start off all to great. My 98 year old great grandmother passed away New Year's Eve, so that was a set back to everyone. Thus, my twin sister, my twin little brothers, my mother, and myself; packed the car headed back up to New York, where we will attend the funeral, which will be, I think, in New Jersey. That was Day 1. Driving, Driving, and more Driving.
I am not thrilled to be back in New York. In fact, I down right hate it. My intentions were to stay in Florida until the 15th, then fly up to Albany to stay with my friend. Drive up to Potsdam the 17th and ta-da! Completely bypass Long Island. However, here I am.
I do not mean to sound heartless. I feel terrible that my Great grandmother passed. What I mean to say is that, I do not want to stay here, in my fathers house.
I do not have a fantastic family/ home life. I have far from it! This is one of the reasons why I love SUNY Potsdam so much. It is my home!
Day 2. Today. January 2nd 2012.
I arrived back on Long Island today. Currently, I am shivering because it is cold. I guess I am not use to New York weather just yet. My friend Lenny is going to pick me up soon.
I look gross. I feel gross. And I think I am going to become sick quite soon.
We are not sure when Nana's funeral is taking place. All I know is that my father is down in New Jersey at some funeral parlor.
I do not have anything to wear to the funeral!
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