My Great Grandmothers funeral was today. It was sweet. She lived a long life, and today was my first experience in a limo! It was not that exciting.
I was thinking....
I want something to be more to my blog.
A purpose kind of.
I want it to be more than just a place that I can come to, to escape and complain about my problems periodically. Than again. If I use it for only that reason does it seem redundant? Well, yeah, but there isn't anything wrong with that, right? Aside the obvious things.
One thing that has been on my mind lately, is my life. Where is it going? What am I doing with it?
It seems that everyone around me is always one foot ahead of me with everything! Everyone just catches on a second faster than I!
I envy them!
If you ask me right now, "What is one thing you are passionate about?" I could not give you an answer.
That is what I envy! Peoples passion.
Everyone seems to have something that they are good at, or intelligent in.
I like with 5 other guys, and each one of them has an idea on what they are going to do with their lives. I don't know.
5 suitemates
5 musicians
3 viola (there is their passion) David, Dave, and Tim.
1 vocalist (passion) Matt
1 pianist (passion) Sam
Hans......cricket chips.....
A lot of my friends as well.
Philip- Politics, Classics, History.
Well all I can think of Philip, because we are skyping, but you catch my drift!
I know that this is more complaining, but I just do not know what to do. I am majoring in Business Administration with a concentration in Accounting and a Minor in French.
But let's keep it real folks. I am not good at either of those things.
It's not self-loathing. Just honesty, which can be cruel.
I think this will be another thing to add to my list of goals.
Find something to be passionate about.
Also, I want to become very discipline with my school work.
I know how I operate, and it WILL NOT get me very far.
Hans's 2012 New Year's Resolution: (subject to change)
Blog everyday this year.
Work out (Beach Body)
Find a job on campus.
Find something to be passionate about.
Self discipline. (Academics)
God help me!
Til Tomorrow.
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